Thursday, October 30, 2008


Yep, it's about time. I've been thinking about it for quite some time already but I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I guess, it's now or never.

I've got lots of things to blog about after STPM! Wait for it ya! :D

Today was Graduation Day, our official last day of school. It was a day filled with mixed emotions. I thought I would cry but I didn't because I didn't want to. And thank God they didn't play the music, otherwise the waterworks would just trigger by itself. Lol.

I had a great time today despite today being the last day of school which also marks the last day of my schooling life (don't count the days when I have to come back for STPM). Wow, I'm old. :/

Anyhow, I'll blog more about Graduation Day after STPM.

For now, I would like to thank my lovely juniors (especially Suet Mun, Kay Yan, Chi Yeen and Sin Yee. Let's call them The Four Musketeers shall we? :P) for their lovely flowers and card. :) It was very thoughtful of them and I'm glad to have them as my juniors. I truly appreciate their effort. Hehe. :D

The Four Musketeers, Yem Meng, Janice, Hsien, Jonathan, Kent and I had lunch together today and it was so much fun! Thanks for the time guys! :D

Thanks a lot! :D Love you people. Sweeeet. ;)

Anyways, if any of you would like to take a peek at the Graduation Day or class party pictures, you can do so by visiting my photo albums in Facebook. ;)

I would also like to take this opportunity to wish my fellow STPM comrades all the best for STPM! :) May we all give our best shots and achieve success! Never give up! ;) And to all SPM candidates, good luck as well! :)


Until we meet again, toodles. :)

Monday, October 27, 2008

Happy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali everyone! :D

Because of Deepavali, we have three days off from school! This is the longest Deepavali holidays I have ever had in my entire schooling life and this is also my last year of schooling. -_- Three days of holidays, then it's Graduation Day. zomg. :/

I bought Cecelia Ahern's 6th book! :D Well actually, my Dad bought it. Haha. :P I didn't even know she had a sixth book. *slaps forehead* My sis spotted it in a book store. The cover is really pretty you knowww. :D Let me show you! :D

Pretty silver snow flakes huh? :D And the red ribbon came with it! The picture doesn't do much justice. :/

Last Friday was class party which was also my LAST class party. I keep inserting the word "last" in anything to do with school e.g last time eating canteen food, last time having morning assembly, last time studying in U6K, last time.. you get my point. :P

Class party was good! Had so much of food, as per normal. :) L6K was kind enough to invite us down to the Physics Lab for their class party. How thoughtful. :D Suet Mun (my cute junior who is very much in love with food!), Chi Yeen and Sin Yee were also kind enough to make us mashed potatoes. Wow. :D Sadly, I didn't get to try it. :/ Mr Thong baked cheesecake for us! Lol.
We took lots of pictures but I'm only gonna post them up after STPM (you and i both know why). :P Plus, I need to get pictures from everyone else, to compare with what I have in my camera and upload the nice ones. ;)

The Jonas Brothers' new album is awesomeeeee! :D :D Thank YOU (although you really didn't have to). ;)

A Little Bit Longer

Moving on to a very emo thought of mine..

Don't you just hate it when there are days that you feel so good about yourself, you feel so confident and you know you can do it but there are also days when you feel so low about yourself, you feel like giving up and you wonder what happened to all that confidence you had a few days ago?

I hate this feeling. Because it can raise your confidence level up so high till it touches the sky (exaggerating) and yet it can also bring down that very same confidence level till it is six feet under (exaggerating, again). :/

Homo sapiens are so complicated.

End of emo thought.

Hah! :) Anyways, that's all for today. :D

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I Can't Believe..

..that the questions that we are about to answer when sitting for STPM will determine our future.

Try looking at it as a whole. For instance, for each question that you answer correctly, you gain marks, you'll get a better grade. Therefore, you'll stand a better chance in securing places in universities with the course of your choice.

Each question will probably have its own consequences (that we don't realize or not aware of) in the turning points of our lives. Collectively, the questions that we will answer will grant us with "answers" that we often question ourselves about our life and future.

Why do we have to sit for exams?! Exams are so nerve-wrecking, lip-biting and nail-chewing! Grr.

I wonder how my life is going to be like out there. However it is going to be, I just want to feel contented and happy. :)

Anyways, that was me crapping. I just had to express my silly thoughts. :/

Additional stuff:

#1 Mrs Tay gave me a mascara for my birthday (a very belated one, my birthday was two months ago)! :D It's the thought that counts! I think this is the first time in my entire life that a teacher has ever given me a present. It was so random and it happened in class today. Lol. Thank you Mrs Tayyyyy! :D :D

#2 Correction, I don't have eight days of school left. Instead, I have FOUR days of school left ONLY. The emo-ness has officially kicked in, omg. :/ I can't believe it.

#3 MUET Speaking Test next Tuesday! Aaahhh! (At least a Band 5 for me please, please dear God. You can do it Cheannnnnnnn.)

#4 Two more days till the 18th of October which marks exactly one month till the first paper of STPM. *gasp*

#5 School feels so dead right now because everyone is having exams except the Form Fives and Upper Sixers. Actually it feels like six feet under, because everyone is studying like crazyyyyyyy (going crazy as well) and I'm here procrastinating. WHAAATTT THE?! :/ Everyone's so hardworking and stressed out that we're scaring each other away. Or maybe I'm the only one that feels that way because I'm imagining things or maybe hallucinating. (OMG, is this what STPM do to you? Or maybe me only, ok fine shut up. =x) See I'm talking to myself! Noooooo. (Shut up!) *zips mouth*

#6 I'll be on a hiatus pretty SOON! This is saddening. Sigh! Oh well, I'll have lots of time to blog about stuffs that I have never got to blog due to my busy schedule (ahem) after STPM! Yay! :D Dear readers, be patient ya (I wonder whether I still have any readers. O_o).

#7 Jonathan's grandmother passed away this afternoon. So sorry to hear about that Jon! Be strong, stay strong ya. :) Don't let it affect your studies and momentum!

P/S: Have you ever come to a point in life where you just feel like letting go of everything? Have you ever felt like you're a failure? Have you ever felt like crying your heart out eventhough you know that crying is not going to solve any of your problems? Have you ever wondered why do you have to go through all the hardships but others have other better options? Have you ever felt like you have never-ending-problems?


Friday, October 10, 2008

Sty :/

I have a sty on the lower eyelid of my left eye! :/

This is all because apparently, I rubbed my eye too hard and a follicle fell off creating an opening. Dirt went into the opening and thus causing me to have an infected eye! It's like a pimple on the eyelid. It was damn painful for the first few days. I couldn't blink my eyes so much because it hurts! It also started to swell and became very red which made me feel like I just got a bee sting or a nasty punch. :/

It was very itchy as well! I don't know if I was really feeling the itch or I was being paranoid. Cause I had the tendency to scratch it. So instead of scratching my left eye, I scratched my right. =S

I didn't know it was called sty at first until Dinesh told me. Because he had one a week ago. Haha. :D But his was on his upper eyelid. I remember telling him that he peeped at people that's why he got that and now look what I've got. Me and my big mouth. =x Lol.

Because of the swelling, I had to wear my spectacles to school. :/

I suppose it's getting better now because the swelling is gone eventhough the sty is still there and I can blink my eyes without feeling any pain! :D

On a much random note, OMG, we're getting closer to Graduation Day already. And we have about 8 days of school ONLY until the 30th of October minus all the holidays that we have. :/ I guess it is true when our seniors told us last year that Upper Six will pass like a blink of an eye. Oh well, we can't be studying in school forever anyways.

Saturday, October 4, 2008


I feel like weeping/crying like a big baby.


Why do I have to endure all this shit? I don't think I can take it any longer. Sigh.

Someone make it stop, or give me a button that has a square icon on it which indicates "stop" so that I can press it and everything will be fine.


Or at least give me a "pause" button, so that I can put things on hold while I recompose myself again.


Pfft, like that will ever happen. :/

Life goes on.

And I'll always remind myself about that.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims out there! :)

It's the 1st of October. Zomg.
One month closer to STPM. This is madness.
Cause I didn't expect time to fly THIS fast.

I still remember last year I was wishing time would fly so that I could get STPM over with.
And now, I'm gonna sit for it in approximately 48 days? Danggg.