Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Grateful

Despite everything, I really do feel grateful about today's news. Never thought I'd reach it.. but I did, although  time is running out. There's still quite a distance to endure though.

Hoping for the best, especially within the first few weeks of January!


Saturday, November 17, 2012

Hello dear blog!

I just had the sudden urge to blog while I was in the shower just now. In that span of 15 minutes in the shower, I reflected about many things. Many past events flashed in my mind like bolts of lightning. Thought that I should pen down some of my thoughts.

I can't believe that my second last semester of my undergraduate life is drawing to an end. Seems like just yesterday I returned from the States and wasn't looking forward to this new (well.. now old) semester at all. This semester flew by exceptionally fast! It's so mind-boggling cause I really do feel like school just started yesterday. I can't comprehend this speed of time. It's too damn fast.

One thing that I'm gonna be eternally grateful for is my summer programme in UCLA. I'm super duper thankful that I jumped onto this opportunity and also very grateful that my dear parents allowed and supported me to go for it. And also very very thankful that they provided me financially. It was worth every penny, Daddy and Mummy! No regrets I tell you! Up till this day, whenever I think back about my seven weeks in the States, I feel so blessed, grateful and thankful. Even when I was in UCLA, I spent a great amount of time walking to class (shuttle buses are not very frequent in UCLA unlike in NUS), enjoying the view, embracing the breeze and just allowing myself to drown into my own thoughts. It was so therapeutic. I really couldn't stop feeling thankful. Words just can't describe how I feel. I really wish time didn' have to tick so fast! I was really sad to leave that place yet I thought that those seven weeks were really good enough for someone like me. I really wish to go back there someday. I love it, I really do. :) This is the one thing that I do not regret going to NUS for (hahaha).

Anyway, then it was back to reality. Yeah, dreaded the thought of school cos I had truckloads of fun in USA. But, strange as it seems, this semester is indeed a little different than all the previous semesters that I've had. I kinda like this semester eventhough I had so many assignments in hand (first time, so many assignments, and they were not easy!). Somehow I managed to pull through (well, like I have a choice). But it didn't turn out to be as bad as I expected, which I am glad for. Slightly more than a week to finals, I really do hope I'll do better. PRESS ON! :)

I'm a tad sad that my blog is so dead. I really wish I had more time and more "sudden urges" like this to blog.  Guess I've kinda lost it cos I am too occupied with school work.

Till the next time. :)

Saturday, May 12, 2012

As per normal, haven't blogged in ages! Noticed how I would always start with this sort of sentence once my holidays kick in? 

Sad to say, I actually don't really have holidays this summer! I'm supposed to have three months worth of holidays but six weeks will be devoted to preceptorship and another six weeks to summer programme in UCLA (yays!) :D Yup so that pretty much sums up my summer holidays. Guess it will be a pretty interesting one! And my most hectic summer holidays ever! Oh which also makes it my LAST summer holidays ever! Meh. :/

I'm done with one week of preceptorship in NUH already! :) I definitely learned a lot through this on week alone and there's still more to learn! I actually felt really stressed out on the first day because the amount of things that were thrown at me was so overwhelming, I was afraid I couldn't cope or manage. And it was only the first day! SO different compared to my attachment with Unity Pharmacy last year!

Anyway, today was my last day being attached to the Heart Pharmacy in NUH. New rotation next week! I felt kinda sad cause I enjoyed what I was doing and I loved working with the people there but I had to leave so fast! Next week will be a new challenge! Won't differ much I guess, cause I'll still be in an outpatient pharmacy!

Today, I really understood the true meaning of TGIF! Seriosuly, thank God it's Friday! I was really looking forward to the weekend despite the fact that I have to move out from my room to a new one this weekend. But I really need a break from work! I have been really exhausted mentally and physically throughout the whole week. 

Time for a much needed beauty sleep now! 

I won't bother checking for grammar errors or spelling mistakes in this blog post. It feels as though I can't construct sentences properly now. Shit, this is bad. :/ 

OH WELL. SLEEP FIRST. :) 


Thursday, April 26, 2012

HOPE..

..is all that's left..

And I wonder why did I ever choose this path..

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Barely even 24 hours, and I'm missing home already.

SIGH.

When will I be released from this emotional torture? I'm getting so tired of it.